im so fucking glad that its over. i fucking hate the puzzle piece, i want to burn autism speaks at the stake. as an autistic person, i am deeply angered at how society ignores our voices and opinions as if we're not humans. my brother's friend (used to be) called me 'acoustic', well guess what??? HIS MOM SAYS HE HAD ADHD XD!!!! ahahaahahah im such a devious little goober, i know something no one in my school does. its that the puzzle piece is harmful and infantalizing to actual autistic people like me.
I was on the way home from florida last night (the drive was 18 hours long and it started in the morning). I had to sleep IN THE CAR & WITH MY BROTHER. we were both fighting for the headrest and I almost got no sleep because of the discomfort. I also was drinking cherry coke and I got McDonald’s. He also thought of a stupid meme and we both laughed for a little while which didn’t help at all. Also, at the hotel I was staying at, I made a friend at the pool. Me and him trauma dumped to each other and I came out of the pool crying. My brother met him and called him “the queer looking vexbolts kid”(he says he looked like vexbolts). I also missed my dog, her name is Ellie and she’s black. She had to stay with my grandparents while me and my family were gone
“You’re so funny” thanks, my parents used my autism diagnosis as an excuse to get on rides faster at an amusement park. They also lied about me being high support needs and unable to wait on lines. I was waiting on a line for a water slide and the attendant working there was telling me ‘one at a time’ which I didn’t know since it was my first time. My mom whispered to her, and I quote, “she’s on the spectrum” first of all, *he. Secondly, you don’t need to say that for every minor inconvenience. I honestly didn’t give a fuck but my mom was mad at that woman. When I was a little kid, my mom brought up “declassification”, an ableist term describing getting autism taken off of my diagnosis. My mom also cried when I got my adhd diagnosis. Plus everyone cares about me too much and treats me differently because I’m neurodivergent. I made a joke about killing myself when I was really mad and I had to be evaluated at a hospital and I was prescribed medication. Also, as a little kid my mom would stop me from stimming by telling me “flapping is for birds”
Yesterday, I was in the pool at the hotel I’m at. I was swimming around until I saw a little kid who looked like he was in preschool cursing and hitting at kids who were much older than him. I was watching until he came up to me. There were two other people who were fighting this kid so one of them whipped him with a pool noodle and shot him in the eyes with a water gun. He went to his mom crying and she brought him inside the hotel. Kind of worth it since he was being extremely discriminatory and cursing at and insulting people all because they took his pool toys. When me and the other people in the pool told his parents, they didn’t do anything about it and blamed us.
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